Saturday, February 28, 2009

Beautiful

Change my Heart O God

Change my heart oh God
Make it ever true
Change my heart oh God
May I be like You

You are the potter
I am the clay
Mold me and make me
This is what I pray

Change my heart oh God
Make it ever true
Change my heart oh God
May I be like You


The Potters Hand


Beautiful Lord, wonderful Saviour
I know for sure all of my days are
Held in Your hand,
Crafted into Your perfect plan.

You gently call me into Your presence
Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes.

I'm captured by Your Holy calling
Set me apart, I know You're drawing
Me to Yourself, lead me Lord I pray.

Take me, mold me, use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand

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I know its going to be hard
I know its going to hurt.
but really, what else has more purpose?
What else can truly satisfy.

All I can do is trust in you
you have never failed me.

Just so you Know

Father,

I guess I feel just a little stupid. I mean it is right?
Maybe not.

I was foolish to think that the answer was me
That it was I who would change to world...
Just a bit ignorant.

Now I understand that it is all you.
SO I leave it in your hands
May you use me in the most excellent way because you are Everything.
Big or small it makes no difference it is all the same because it is all through you.

So i guess I just pray for them all.

Those that you have put in my life

Those who know you and are struggling with life but find no comfort in you.

Those who have been in my life but aren't really anymore.

Those who are the farthest thing from you.

Wherever they are, Whatever they are facing

May your will be done.
May they find you and be transformed by you and find the JOY, PEACE, FREEDOM and LOVE in knowing you and living for you.

I pray that they will not be deceived but that truth shine into their lives. May they see the truth the wonderful truth.

Make new the broken.
Heal the sick of soul

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Apologize

A slip of the tongue, A quick instant
A momentary lapse of judgment

...and irreversible chaos ensues.

I talked who then talked who then talked and talked and talked
until lies multiplied cut, hurt and shamed.

gossip is a dangerous thing
easy to be ensnared, hard to get out of
with painful consequences


I was found out yet I did not apologize
Secretly I thought it would go away, like it all eventually does.
Tension built up, relationships broken and still i did not apologize
All for the pride.

Deep inside I felt like I failed God
I was not a light, instead I worked to spread evil.
How could i call myself Christian?

The attitude is the key.
A Christian is not full of pride, but rather he humbles himself and sincerely apologizes when he does wrong.

He is not self righteous, he knows he is not perfect.
HE strives to be perfect everyday to be a reflection of God's goodness and love.

So i swallowed my pride and apologized with humility.
If i did not i would not be a Christ follower i would have tainted the name of God.

but most of all I would not have loved.
I would rather uphold my pride than release someone of the chance to stop hating.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Be

This moment is special, one of a kind
let the tear drops fill your eyes
Remember the times we had up
Dont let the memories fade away

Breath in, breathe out
Dont let this moment pass you buy
Dont think, just shout
life is so much more

Cuz growing up is not what you thought It'd be
Find me where the ocean meets the sky

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Moment

Breathe in, Breathe out

This moment is special.
One of a kind.

remember it, because it is gone.

Life is made up of the small moments strung together.
We always seem to remember the smallest details about life the best.

The time when so and so did....
Remember how ......used to......

Don't waste any of it because before you know it,
the people that you thought would be with you forever are gone.
Going down different paths.
The next time you see them if you ever do .....its not the same.

Like strangers again.


Its bittersweet
Its life.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Scars

we're all full of shit.

show me a person who has overcome.
one who lives a life of Love
Someone who is truly worthy to be called "servant of God"

where is the change?
the renewing of mind.

What really have we done?


its all bad.

the good is bad because the bad
dejustifies the good.

We can't truly love if we sin


God help us all. cuz really
were so screwed.


Forgiven
but the scars remain
never to be the same
Inscribed on the flesh of our souls
Leaving a mark of impurity


Consequences
are still there
something we all fear
Not the judgment of our souls
but the cause of the actions


warped minds
no heart.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Stop and Let it be.

Sometimes we think too much

Quantum physicists believe that matter is not really matter but in essence just thoughts of consciousness

Electrons, protons, neutrons "phase" in and out of "reality" constantly.

Scientists have found ways of making the same object appear at the same time in different spaces.

When you really get into science......its just WOW

So many crazy theories out there

Some beleive that if we think enough we can change the physical world around us.

Proof one.
a japanese scientist took pictures of different crystalizations of water used for different purposes at the molecular level.

Beautiful.

http://www.life-enthusiast.com/twilight/research_emoto.htm

two.
there have been accounts of people in extreme circumstances who have lifted objects soo heavy that it would be IMPOSSIBLE for them according to the laws of physics to lift.

three
a group of volunteers all over the world meditated in washington to reduce the crime rate by the summer time of that year

......results showed that the crime rate did indeed go down by 25%

http://www.whatthebleep.com/dcstudy/

Therefore the suggestion is:
If we can make ourselves beleive that we are not bound to the laws of nature then we can do anything (like the matrix)

Chance?
did the crime rate happen to go down?
did the random crystallizations of water happen to be in a comprehensible form to humans?
IS there a scientific way to explain all of this?

or all these just lies?
What is truth how do we know the truth?
If our senses are wrong, if our feelings are just chemical impulses.......

actually.
neuroscientists have looked in everypart of the brain to find what they call "an observer" or consiceness
but have found nothing.

but then agian i only know this from a documentary.......


Maybe the answer doesn't lie within all these facts, proofs, statics, experiments .

Many are skeptical that we can really know.
but i believe that there is an absolute truth that exists outside of how i perceive things.

Although i cannot grasp the full truth through my limited understanding i can at least eliminate the not truths.

lets stop trying to analyze every small detail of life
maybe the reality is the reality were supposed to know.
or else we would experience something else.


Sometimes we just need to KISS
"keep it simple stupid"

To just enjoy the small things in life.

THere are SOO many GOOD things.

(What is good?
GOOD is everything that causes no harm to anyone or anything.

it is an immutable truth or form -plato
trancending the physical.)

Today I went to a classical music concert.
IT was beautiful

I think there were times when people were crying.
The music just had something that made you go WOW
it brought people together
it had this MYSTERIOUS power

and the whole time i was thinking
"this is too great, too amazing for chance to have created us to create this"

GOD is here.


lets just have faith.
something the world needs a little more of.

we say that we have advanced beyond the need for ignorant religions
because we now understand science

but i say
now that we know science we need religion more than ever.

tell me:
Why are our societies degrading morally far more than in the past?
Why are we more confused than we were before?
.....if we are so "enlightened"

Have we gone backwards?