Be strong and courageous

9"Have I not commanded you? )Be strong and courageous! Do not tremble or be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go."
Joshua 1:9

7For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.
2 Timothy 1:7

30Though youths grow weary and tired,
And vigorous young men stumble badly,
31Yet those who wait for the LORD
Will gain new strength;
They will mount up with wings like eagles,
They will run and not get tired,
They will walk and not become weary.
Isaiah 40:30-31

1I will lift up my eyes to the mountains;
From where shall my help come?
2My help comes from the LORD,
Who made heaven and earth.
Psalm 121:1-2

After they prayed, the place where they were meeting was shaken. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly.
Acts 4:31


Prayer is key!
After they PRAYED they were filled with the Holy Spirit and were able to do God`s work!
Our strength comes from God! He gives us a spirit of power and love and self-discipline!
When we wait on him we will renew our strength! Day by day!
SO when you feel like you want to act in faith but are too scared....PRAY!

When

I pray.....

I am suddenly whisked into another world, another dimension.
Where the reality that I live here on earth becomes a dream and what once seemed like a far away faith in God becomes real. It is here that my hidden life is revealed. It is here that I am in true reality. My spirit appears before the throne of God most High, while my body stays back on Earth. As I pray, the spiritual becomes more real than the physical and soon has control over the sin of my flesh. As I force myself to stay in the presence of the Lord, I slowly change..... Nothing else matters anymore save to please Him, to adore Him and to know Him better. I am utterly broken and in awe of His presence washing over my spirit. I cannot fathom His being, it is a mystery and my greatest joy. My body yearns and my soul thirsts for the great sustainer of my existence. I worship and give Him control of my body, it starts to move according to the billions of worshippers beside me all in perfect sync exalting the Glorious King. Here, He is the choreographer and teaches me to dance for Him. Here He is in control of all things. Every creature before His throne, every worshipper before His presence, He knows and directs. Strange songs come forth from my mouth like a fountain that has been blocked with the refuse and is now ready to explode. I sing songs of joy. My mind does not understand the foreign syllables that are sung, but my spirit knows the meaning behind each phrase. They are the songs of the city of Zion! Whose meaning only those born in Zion the city of God, the New Jerusalem can understand.
I start to cry out to my God and interceede for the lost, among me I am joined by millions of other intercessors around the world crying out to The Most High to pour out His mercy and grace on the world. Our prayers go up to Him and He strengthens us with peace, joy and boldness to do His work. We continue to minister by the house of the Lord until we are filled to the brim overflowing with love.
and still even then we cry out once more for the lost and broken, for the fallen and deceived. AGAIN more more more perhaps this time the Lord will answer, perhaps this time He will finally pour out His annointing and Spirit and heal our land
Send hail to sweep away the refuge of lies, And waters to overflow the hiding place.

My body is getting restless. It cannot endure this kind of concentration and discipline for that long. With my spirit filled, I leave and zoom out to see the most breath taking, majestic, awesome, fearsome, beautiful scene.......

Far grander than the displays of the heavenly bodies
Far more brillant than the light from the sun
Far greater thant the vast dephs of the ocean
It is indescribable
It is the very throne room of the Lord strong and mighty.
The Lord mighty in battle.

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Today I read all day about the Greeks for school.
SO0o0o0o DISTURBING to the max!

I seriously wanted to spend the time in prayer cuz I could feel my soul dying, except the work has piled up. So I endured and made do with singing worship songs in between readings.

I also tried to do family devotions today
except my father was too tired and my sister just yelled no.

32 It is God who arms me with strength
and makes my way perfect.

33 He makes my feet like the feet of a deer;
he enables me to stand on the heights.

34 He trains my hands for battle;
my arms can bend a bow of bronze.

35 You give me your shield of victory,
and your right hand sustains me;
you stoop down to make me great.
Psalm 18:32-35

Dust.

O Lord its from the dust that you made me
and its from the dust that you raised me.
You sustain and me together every atom, cell and hair on my head
Every decision that I make from the time that I wake till when I go to bed.
You are the most sovereign, high above all things. Nothing can match your infinite glory. So as I worm on the ground my knees hit the floor I scream for your mercy as if I were a whore, cuz that's what my people all are. By your grace, let me marvel at your glory and be a part of your story.
I know that my life is hanging delicately in the palm your hands
Every tick of the clock it brings me quicker to the day that I will stand
before you sitting on throne of judgment. Every aspect of my life laid bare before you in a second.

I pray that my eyes won't grow blind to your beauty, power, majesty all of who you are stretching from all eternity.
I pray that I will never compromise and listen to the devil's lies. Make me bold in the faith so I won't go astray and play it safe.

People trying to tell me that You're something that You're not. People thinking that they got it, that they're hot when they're not. They tell me that I'm too hot that I need to cool down but the way we're doing things isn't doctrinally sound. So I need to sound the bell to the watchtower so the blood isn't on my hands even of they refuse the demands that are written in the living Word at least they can't say that they never heard.

Oh no! doubts thrown at me from all sides. I'm barely holding on, this is a hell of a ride. Gotta hold firm to the truth of what you have revealed me. Need to be a good steward of the grace you have given me and you have strengthened me with Your all surpassing joy. In my heart I know that I don't need to cool down but need to heat up and not cover light that I was given to shine though it be blinding to the darkness of the people all around its the only way to show the lost how to be found.
O Lord I don't want this task can't you give me something less whack but
If you're at my right hand I won't be shaken though the world around me be quaking.

Rejoice!

In the Lord ALWAYS! I will say it again: Rejoice!
Philipians 4:4

Finally, my brothers, rejoice in the Lord! It is no trouble for me to write the same things to you again, and it is a safeguard for you.
Philipains 3:1

When was the last time you rejoiced? Like soo filled with joy that you couldn't help but dance, sing, shout to the Lord?
Paul says its a "safeguard" as in it is IMPORTANT to rejoice to guard against spiritual attacks the devil wants to throw at you!

If your not able to rejoice
Something is WRONG spiritually.Check your life!
Are you seekng the Lord daily and taking up your cross?
or is the world sucking the joy out of you?
You can't be filled with God's blessings if your filled with the world!

because the fruit of the spirit is LOVE THEN JOY THEN PEACE!