I'm being hated on ....>.<

So if you haven't read the most recent comments on my blog.
They have been very uh..... derogatory =(
Being mocked for the name of JESUS

It makes me a little sad and happy!

Please keep praying =)
thanks yous.

Crazy Battle

Today was crazy. One of the leaders got sick last minute and had to leave the other went to a conference in Montreal. That left us with 2 leaders to do everything and 20 youth. The ratio is supposed to be 1:6.

On top of that the youth were possessed today or something.
There was stuff going on everywhere. I could feel something was off.

The key to the battle is too be able to control your emotions and not get angry. To be able to be patient and respond with love in every situation. Its tempting to respond in anger but a Christian does not overcome evil with evil but with good.
Its hard when the kids talk back to you, don't listen to you, tell you they don't like you and are always going into the kitchen trying to steal food.

I saw a lot of things today.
Some of the kids are caught up in some serious stuff. They don't understand the consequences of what they are doing.

On the surface things appear to be ok, but when you look deeper things are far from it.

There's a battle not against the flesh, but against the principalities of this dark world

Pray

Stretched

This whole week has been pretty crazy and tiring.
I can feel myself growing.
The people that God has placed in my life are all crazy spiritually mature people.
I am humbled. It pushes me to mature more and more.

God has been revealing to me the spiritual warfare that goes on. Its heavy stuff.

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One of our camp supervisors was sick all last week and then today we found out that she resigned from Urban Promise due to health reasons. All last week of camp was pretty chaotic but we thought that things would get better when she got back. It came to a shock to everyone at Urban Promise. She was the newest supervisor and was doing very well and suddenly she isn't?

So right now we have no supervisor for kids at Camp Victory.


Pray

Queens

So i applied to queens concurrent education program.

$200!!!!!! 0.o soooo expensive
i felt so guilty when i asked my parents

anyways pray for this because my chances aerent that great
but i trust in God

Trial --> Temptation

The battle is getting more intenseeeee.
This week had its up and downs, its always a struggle.
We are concerned about some of the youth..the girls especially some of them are off..
The more experienced leaders know their background doing some sketch stuff and their only so young.

we don't know what they do outside of the program its hard.

anyways satan is attacking throwing some temptation my way. for now I feel like the Father is here giving us strength but I gotta stay alert or I might get owned.

pray.

Freak of Society

I'm a freak of society
Pushing against the current of humanity
Don't Desire the world's vanities
To run after those is insanity

I'd rather hear a sermon than watch T.V
I'd rather do a bible study than go bubble tea
Rather sing praises to God than sing karaoke
Rather love the homeless than watch a movie.
I'd rather read my bible than any other book.
I value the heart more than good looks
I'd rather pray than waste my time macking on girls
I treasure God more than anything else~
I don't need to gratify the desires on my sins because He satisfies the longing deep within.

I've gone off the deep end into the insane
but there is soo much love, grace, peace, joy and power in Jesus' name.

Grace and Peace

2Grace and peace be yours in abundance through the knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord.
3His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. 4Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires. -1 Peter 2:2-4

The answer to ALL things is to know God, to understand Him better and experience Him in new ways.

God has been teaching me many things. So much that I have to be very careful not to get overconfident in my faith and be reminded that it is only by His grace that I know Him the way I do.

The way I see things has radically shifted a new light to past things.
It feels a little weird not suffering for once...for now.

thank you for your prayers.

My Everything

Can't stop thinking about you night and day
I need to hold me tight
I wanna be with you, all the time
Only you can satisfy

and your beautiful so damn beautiful
I'm crazy about you and your crazy love

Your my God
Your my King
Your my Father
Your my everything
My closet friend
My jealous lover
My everything

and I need you.
can't live without you
Please don't ever let me go

In my times of trouble You are there
Your the one that gives me life
When I'm crying you cheering me up
You bring a smile to my face

and your beautiful so damn beautiful
I'm crazy about you and your crazy love

Your my King
Your my God
Your MY Father
Your my everything

My closet friend
My jealous lover
My everything

and I need you.
can't live without you
Please don't ever let me go

I love You

All for You

I think I can safely say that I all I have left is the Father.
I don't even know how I even survive each day.

And Here we Go Again

Another Adventure in Evangeland.
Where will this take us? I dunno.
the waves are rocking to and fro.

We were finally able to start bible study today =)
It was GOOD.

Hang on, its just a litter further.
Don't give up GO GO GO!

Vanity Fair

So today I stayed at the apartment and ended up going through the book of Ecclesiastes and also started to read "Pilgrim's Progress."

Reading these two books brought to light what things are really important and how I should always be watchful and cautious about every aspect of my life.
Its so easy to get distracted, deceived and not know it.

MEdia

Now that everyone knows each other and the initial "get to know each other" part is over, I must say that media 2010 is quite the interesting group. I never would of expected it to be so different. Its going to be an exciting year.

I think I'm finally settling into intern life.
Took some kids to church today ..sorta except there wasn't a children's church so they were bored lol.