Today.
CTI is where I feel the Spirit guiding me.
It just came out of no where. So I filled out the application, sent it in today and asked people to be my references. Still need to do an audition video.
I am so hungry but I desire the Living God more than food. For He is more than the air that we breathe, the food that we eat more than anything else.
I was reading the Word today (2 Corinthians 4.) The Spirit filled me and revealed divine truth to deep for me to express in words. I tried to speak it out but I couldn't it was too great, instead the Spirit started to speak whispers of the divine through my lips.
Its funny I always thought that when people spoke in tongues or prophesied that they couldn't control it, that God took over their body like in the movies. But from my experience the Word God will speak through you if you allow Him to speak through you. You still have a choice to be His vessel (1 Corinthians 14:32). A lot of times when I receive word I doubt myself or doubt it. When you do that you don't have faith and that's when you choose not to use your gift and the body is not edified. Hence why it always comes down to faith. Even the disciples doubted when they saw Jesus in His resurrected form. Doubt is a serious barrier for the work of God to be done.
