So this past Sunday I walked into church and really just wanted to worship God. As I was singing I really felt like getting out of the pews to just kneel before God and worship Him like that. The problem was I didn't want to look stupid cuz everyone else was singing quietly or just standing there. I then thought to myself wait I'm here to worship GOD not here to not be able to worship Him and stand here pretending to worship Him. So I decided to go and worship God the way I wanted to. It was only then that I felt free and God's presence really filling me up! I was soo joyful I wanted to SHOUT "PRAISE JESUS! HE HAS SAVED US FROM OUR SINS!" except I thought that was definitely over doing it. I would get in trouble afterward. I felt God saying to me "DO IT proclaim my NAME to the people around you! Do not fear man what can he do to you? I am with you." So I did and right after I felt God saying "GOOD JOB GOOD AND FAITHFUL SERVANT! With you I am well pleased" I started bawling because His presence filled my whole being and for those few minutes I WAS FREE! I felt another brother come behind me to pray for me. It was good to know that I wasn't alone. I never wanted to leave...except worship time was over so I awkwardly went to sit back in the pews.
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