How come I only find rest in Christ alone?
I'm starting to feel scared cuz this world no longer feels like home
Got no interest in anything else
I just desperately want to die to myself
But something inside me keeps holding on
So its this crazy battle it tells me something inside me is so wrong
I keep trying to kill it on my own
But deep inside my soul I know that freedom comes only from looking at the throne
I fear too much
to look long enough
to see enough
of who HE IS
to be filled enough
to claim his love
to be be free to love
What is this desire?
This burning fire?
to tell the dying people all around that
Christ is the only was to be found?
What is this deep distress that gives NO REST
(Not even when I sleep can I find ANY peace )
When I see the oppression
Our HUGE digression from what we were.
So my soul tells me to GO
but deep inside I'm not that bold
I'm at the point where I'm starting not to care.
If people think I'm weird
I'll look like a fool
If it would reveal the true fools
To come before the throne
and stop STOP STOP running away from home.
See I have messages, words strong desire and convictions sent to me by heaven
not the stuff they preach on Sundays, but the full truth that pierces and cuts deep
the stuff that makes people weep or say
that guys is nuts he's lost his way.
I don't think it's a matter of courage anymore
Its a matter of saving my life in serving the Lord
I feel the persecution coming so soon, so fast
Scared persecution and also of not being able to last
I can't do this on my own
JESUS JESUS JESUS SEND ME HELP THAT CAN ONLY COME FROM YOU ALONE.
