Hours tick by and still I'm here
thinking of this one thing that I fear
longing comes while unaware
again I'm stuck in a cycle of despair
Freedom is something I should have attained
but seems that I'm actually chained to this one thing
though not a sin; an unhealthily obsession to my life
Life not mine, I should shine but still in line ....obsessed
Cut the chain, no more pain. May you reign .... a test?
Still holding Im eroding my life its folding I .... confessed
STOP its driving my insane, this is NOT a GAME
Consumed by these thoughts
I know : This a part of me
Its ugly
but its the truth
not a twisted reality
