Thursday, September 18, 2008

Filled

There's SOO much to do
There's SOO much to DO

Yesterday I walked into my house @ 4:12 pm
I turned on my computer and spent 3 hours learning how to graph polynomial functions in factored form because Mr. Wozniak doesn't really teach.....well


THEN I worked on the scavenger hunt for Charis
THEN I ate dinner
THEN I worked on my bio assignment
THEN I did my math homework for that day
THEN I practiced for "Break the Walls Down"
THEN I studied for Bio till 10:30 pm

Finally when the lights were out. I sat in silence and I chilled with God, I prayed to my Creator
IT was hard to calm down because it was such a tiring day
I had soo much to say, So much on my heart
I just couldn't stop pouring out my stress my anxieties

but while I was praying I felt PEACE and Joy amidst my worries and trouble.
IT was something soo incredible I stopped talking and just RESTED in the peace and love abd joy that was indescribable
God was just telling me to chill to relax to take it one day at a time to stop doing, to take some time and BE

Even though I was TIRED and DRAINED and just at my limit
When I felt like I should give up and just drop math and bio
I was FILLED with strength to challenge the next day

Psalm 28:7 (New International Version)

The LORD is my strength and my shield;
my heart trusts in him, and I am helped.
My heart leaps for joy
and I will give thanks to him in song.