LATELY
I scare myself
lately I catch myself doing the strangest things
Everytime I start checking out a cute girl something inside me tells me to STOP
EVerytime I feel angered or annoyed something inside me tells me to CHILL
Everytime I feel the rebel urge theres a FIGHT within myself
EVerytime things don't go MY way and I start to get frustrated I am reminded that its not all about me.
YES! this is something weird, absurd,CRAZY MAYBE even alittle bit FOOLISH?
or is it?
BECAUSE LATELY I have been filled with JOY, PEACE, LOVE and just alittle bit more patience
SOME may say that what is happening is IMPOSSIBLE. SOME SAY that what I am feeling is STUPID because IN THIS WORLD NO one really cares about one another they ONLY care about themSELVES
I want a girlfriend because it MAKES ME FEEL GOOD
I want a boyfriend because I feel lonely
I'm only going to be nice to this person because they're COOL and will in turn make ME look good
I'm not going to associate MYSELF with that person because they are "LOSERS" and I will look like TRASH
I'm going to SMOKE because it draws ATTENTION to mySELF and I WANT ATTENTION
IM GOING TO ROB THIS PERSON AND BEAT HIM UP BECAUSE I NEED MONEY
IM GOING TO RAPE THIS GIRL BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD
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WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
DO WE, MUST WE bring pain and suffering on ourselves?.............................................
*breathe..............
BECAUSE the fact of the matter is that HUMANS ARE SELFISH
PEople ask IF God is soo GOOD then why do all these bad things happen?
THe truth is bad things happen because of our own sin and selfishness.
How then is it possible that these things are happening to me? In a world that screams selfishness?
I think I'm starting to see something
Something that I couldn't see before:
We were all created by God perfectly to function a certain way,
but SIN came and ruined everything.
With sin we no longer wanted to do the things we were meant to
With sin we turned against the very things that were supposed to be like
Instead of being a creation full of JOY, HAPPINESS, LOVE, GOODNESS, PEACE, HUMILITY, RESPECT, COURAGE, GENTLENESS, and GOD
We chose to go our own way and pursued : LUST, ANGER, HATE, GOSSIP, GREED, BITTERNESS, REVENGE, RAGE, PRIDE, and OURSELVES
We weren't created to be like this, but we chose to do things our own way
Where does that take us? Are we happy the way things are now? Are we satisfied?
...............not really
and yet we keep thinking "if only we have more" MORE MORE MORE MORE MEMEMEMEMEMEMMOREMORE MEMEMEMOREMORE
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I present to you Ladies and Gentlemen the heart Behind humanity
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