Saturday, July 3, 2010

Somethings Stirring

I think something is stirring.
YEAH and uhhhhh

the wall has been punctured
but it can quickly close up again
if action isn't taken quickly to tear it open!

I am crazy
If I am a fool it is for God
If I am in my right mind it is for believers
(2 Corinthians)

so today I literally killed myself over how to share the gospel.
and I did it and then felt stupid cuz God is doing everything and I am just watching which is weird. Cuz I still do something but it doesn't matter so much what I say or how I say it. If the Spirit has annointed someone it doesn't matter what they say (as long as it is theologically correct) that person can be the worst communicator but many can come to Christ.

Psalm 91 describes it best I think.

A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.

8 You will only observe with your eyes
and see the punishment of the wicked.

in this case its in the context of spiritual warefare not physical although it will apply on the last day.

I feel soo hopeless
believers are struggling getting owned by the devil
and there is nothing I can do. cuz its their OWN faith.
on top of that I need to worry about myself making sure I am not getting owned myself.
so many people are so far from the truth
and I guess I sorta unintentionally separate myself from them
cuz I feel like a complete stranger or that they hate me or won't get me.
Which is true except I forget that I need to be IN the world not OF it
HA so much easier said then done

the bible also says

Come out and be separate from them
touch no unclean thing