God has been teaching me many things.
Its hard almost impossible to write it all out.
Sometimes I feel really out of place when I'm with people
who aren't as passionate for God as He has made me for Him.
Something huge I have learned is that it is God who changes hearts to love Him.
Its impossible for us to love Him on our own because our sinful nature contradicts Him.
God works in people's lives differently and in different times.
With the apostle Paul His change was immediate and fast
but with the disciple Peter it took awhile going through a lot of challenges before he was ready to minister.
When I see things in this way its hard for me to judge others because I know that its not anything I did but what God does.