I'm starting to get a little of how Elijah felt.
I'm probably nowhere even close.
How the heck did he do it?
Man I wish I could love God more to really be able to give everything up and live for Him 100%
God really does use the broken imperfect vessel.
Dang God is one big mystery I try not to think about how BIG He is except I can't help it.
What else can I do but worship Him and accept that He owns everything?
A part of me really hates that truth, but another part of me loves it and finds peace in it.
WOAH sanctification yooo heavy stuff. I'm caught in this weird inbetween the world of death and eternal life not really belonging to either well except I am going toward the latter somehow by the power of the Spirit.
Praise God for choosing me and keeping me for Himself, Cuz if I was left to fight for myself there would be hope of me entering His Kingdom.
ok I'm feeling soo disconnected right now
like cloud of darkness hovering over my soul.
I feel like I'm holding too many things back
I'm scared
I wish I could let it go
What is it?
I'm scared of.... having no one left but myself, of being hated by people in my church who aren't really Christian
A Prophet is a speaker of the truth of God, of the light of God
No one has every liked a prophet
No one likes the truth.
There's only one way.....
a Man of God can take nothing with him
He leaves it all behind
All for God
Father help me now
I'm dying.
Uphold me in your righteous right hand.
"Because he loves me says the Lord I will rescue him"
some prayers please.
