I must confess the flesh is beating in my chest.
Trying to break me, to destroy me.
My soul desperately trying to break free.
Second by second the Spirit vs. my flesh fighting
So tired I need some rest
Heart in chaos, different thoughts fill my head
I try to go to bed but....
SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, TERRIBLE FRIGHTS
I SCREAM FATHER TURN ON THE LIGHTS
My Father, He says hang on we're almost there
I'm taking you to a better place so don't fear, I'm right there by your side.
Wipe away these tears that you've been trying to hide
I warned you following me wasn't going to be a pleasant ride.
I say I can't do this I'm done, can't run this race set out before me
Not as strong as those who ran before me.
Just let it end now and kill me
He says I know you can't do this, your weak
but I'll the the strength that you seek.
its too late can't go back
No choice need to hold on till I get there
where? where? everywhere everywhere, anywhere anywhere
I don't care, but not hereI don't care, but not hereI don't care, but not here
I don't care, but not hereI don't care, but not hereI don't care, but not here
Persevere, Persevere, Persevere Persevere, Persevere, Persevere
Persevere, Persevere, Persevere Persevere, Persevere, Persevere
Almost there? I think I see the light don't know been let down too many times
feel the Spirit
Going deep down to the depths of heart setting it right
So alone, I moan
feeling each cut to the heart, burns like hell
paralyzed can't move
hurts so much want to puke
want to cry, can't
don't want to think, can't
forget trying to rhyme
can't express intense pain
God where the F*** is your healing rain?
being driven insane
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Daddy says
I feel your pain.....
and I wonder is this what it means to suffer for Jesus' name?
