So now that I think about it and have reflected on it.
How should I say this?
I get severe intense moments of depression, anxiety, fear,worry and hopelessness. It gets to the point where I just want God to take me to heaven. I really believe its not because I'm sick but that its a spiritual attack from Satan. The only thing that keeps me going is my faith in God; holding to his promises.
On the other hand, sometimes I get extreme intense moments where God reveals mind blowing truths to me. I'm filled with crazy amounts of joy to the point that I can't sleep.
So yeah definitely need prayer~
