Sunday, December 5, 2010

I've Got the Joy .......

O how I love Jesus! O how I love Jesus!
O how I love Jesus! Because he first LOVED ME!
To me He is so wonderful and I love him!
To me He is so wonderful and I love him
To me He is so wonderful and I love him because he first LOVED ME!


I wish I could worship God all the time.
Sadly I have to live life.
I look forward to the times when I can minster before the Lord.
I would not be able to survive if I didn't have that time.

Spiritual attacks are very strong lately.
It comes out of nowhere anger, jealousy, hate, depression
BAM BAM BAM BAM
It gets to the point where its a struggle to function and only by grace can I get through it.

God gives JUST ENOUGH grace so you can get through it but doesn't do everything so that you need to struggle to make it through.
Its confusing when you feel the love and grace of God overflowing through your spirit till the point of tears WHILE your going through some major suffering.

I can't help but rejoice!

Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance



Very truly I tell you, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds.

I keep thinking on how I am being made clean and that all the sin that I hate so much is being removed and it brings me joy!

O the wonderful cross! O the wonderful cross!
Bids me come and die and find that I may truly live!


In all the times of crying out to the Lord and praying for the loss souls,
a part of me is happy because I'm going through what Jesus went through.

Each time I force myself to pray for that person one more time, my love for them grows and I scold myself later for not doing it sooner!

I CAN EVANGELIZE MORE OFTEN NOW TOO!!!!

The Lord is definitely moving and I am excited to see what will happen in the next little while.

Give me oil in my lamp keep me burning!
Give me oil in my lamp I pray!
Give me oil in my lamp keep me burning burning burning
Keep me burning til the break of day!