I can feel the life being sucked out of me.
My connection slowly disconnecting.
I'm trying to fight but I can't
Instead of lulls of defeat
and stretches of victory
It has become more frequent
Days even half days of troughs and hills.
The battles are getting more intense
I can feel anticipate when I'm being attacked.
the question is how do i fight back?
lust, pride, sloth, fear, selfishness
Need to pray more but it seems like the opposite in happening.
Losing focus.
Staying focused
Losing focus
Staying focused
"Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken-hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me your heart for the ones forgotten
Give me your eyes so I can see "
- Brandon Heath.
