Careful what you ask for.
I asked God to grsnt me wisdom
i read in the bible that Solomon was the best kings ever because he asked for wisdom from God
He was the richest, most powerful and balling guy in the world at that time.
So I prayed to God and asked for wisdom.
and he answered
and blessed me with wisdom beyond my years.
It is a gift and a curse.
Sometimes i wish that i could go back
because "ignorance is bliss"
but
would i be satisfied living a lie?
then agian i would not know that my life was an illusion
Still with my peers its like i cant relate to them anymore
like im a different wavelength a different perspective?
not that im better than them
but its like they wouldnt get it?
its like trying to explian to someone whos lived in a box their whole life that theres the WHOLE world out there
not just the box.
and all they have to do is open it
