Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Done

Today it is done.
There is nothing more i can do.
There was really nothing that i could've done

i've come to the realization
that no matter what I do
it is in vain unless God is in it.

So really all i can do is follow His commands.
and let Him use me when He wills.

I can pray and I will pray and I will continue to pray.

From now on:
I choose peace and assurance over
frustration, anger, uncertainty and stress.

I choose faith and love
over doubt and hate

I choose God
over myself.

For:
Who I am?
but a fleeting existence that is quickly forgotten?
Who am I?
but a fool who can't make up his mind.

My hope is that light will triumph in the darkness
that grace and mercy will heal the broken and the lost.

My heart is in agony because of the desolation of my generation.

Father:
bring us back to life.
to love
to joy
Fill us up
May our thirsty Hearts be satisfied
by the water of life.

Use me to show your light.
This is my calling.


and:
Keep me safe. Keey me strong
For I am easily blown away
in an instant.
in a flash
Forgive me now and later and then.

You mercy abounds forever.
thank you,

Amen