Monday, June 1, 2009

Loser

"Evangel you can choose to keep going, or be a loser and leave"
....the choice i was given a long time ago.

I decided to be a loser.
which is the harder choice of the two.
you gotta be willing to lose EVERYTHING.. and start over.
some people would rather grab on to what they can still get
they cant let go?
its good and bad at the right/wrong times.

I did.
with no regrets at the time.
until i look back on it.

I gained a lot
but lost a lot too.

You would think that after all these years I would finally be able to Win.
I guess not.
i've lost more than once
and
I lose
again.

uoyeradempotsotyrt

naw i know i have to win this time.
i just dont want to.